Searching for Beauty

in life we are constantly on a search. searching for purpose, searching for understanding, searching for beauty. we all want to be beautiful. it would be great if we all were born that way, but not all of us are. although, all of this is within and only we decide exactly what we are. at times we are so sure of things, others we have no idea what the heck we are doing. i think it's important to remember who we are in all things and at all times because eventhough we change there is always apart of us that just wants peace, understanding, beauty and purpose. we are humans. we talk, we think, we have opinions, we work, we work too much and spread ourselves thin, we overdue things trying to keep up and what does it all really mean? we have to take care of ourselves and each other. parents take care of your kids. teach them the way. you can only do your best and that should be enough. most importantly teach them the world and prepare them for the future. it is surely upon us. -J

What's Next???

so everything's out in the open in this age. where most things were once hidden, now there is much less to the imagination. if we were in a world full of adults that would be one thing. but, we are of many different ages and understandings and that's when things become an issue of responsibility. young children, teens and adolescents need guidance. those of us that have good sense have to carry morality with us or a generation could be lost. we are becoming a society of saying yes to the wrong thing and no to the wrong thing. backwards. and i'm just trying to figure out how and why did we get to this point while at the same time pointing fingers. what's next??? -J

Christmas 2007

for the coffee lovers
for the movie lovers
for the bloggers
for the sports enthusiast
for the boys
for the girls
we cater to your world
if only for this season
year round is our mission to keep you actively paying our relations bills
we do the thinking for you.
and in this fiscal year we give our highest prices to you the consumer hard hit with inflation to give worthlessness to the next generation aimed to protect and serve our egos
this is joy
this is years
this is manipulation
this is tears
for all this it is for you:
the decorator, the mothers, the sons, the fathers and sisters, uncles and aunts, lovers of things like food and books and games and brand names....
but shouldn't it just be about life??? -J

Reflection Eternal

birthdays. we all have them, some we hate more than others. i am going to be 26 tomorrow. 26. it's one of those in between ages where you just take with a grain of salt and keep on licking if there is more to look forward to. i am not where i thought i would be a this age, but i really haven't been doing much different for different results. i want to see change in the world, but there is always more to things than we know. life is a mystery to me that i'm trying to figure out everyday in order to get better at. life is a tree. it grows, it goes thru many seasons, it challenges your foundation. and just as a tree we must stand tall thru the seasons of life. high wind and sunshine even as leaves fall we must stand our ground. now, some of us don't know where that is or even what that is. we all realize our ground eventually, we just have to keep watering the plant! -J