So Good

yes i am so good
as long as i can see you hear you
touch you i am good
i did you wrong
i played with your heart an left you there waiting for me at your most vulnerable time
you forgave me and i know there is a GOD looking after me
cause you're still here
but didn't you know?
i was messed up on that stuff
the stuff that turns your brain toxic
i was strung out on life
on doing things my way
and forgetting that you were there loving me all along
silly me
strung out on freedom
i was too open-minded
but i have been to the equivalent of rehab-reality hit me!
and i'm so good now because i learned my lesson
thank you for loving me and all my selfish ways...

-Janus Poeticca