I Must Change

after a long hard battle within i have learned
i must change my colors
after a long hard debate with love i have learned
i must change my colors
after a war over circumstances i have learned, again
i must change my colors
i must change myself from the self i have become
unconscious, beastly and challenging i must be
not yielding and unwise open-minded and blindly free
what is this world doing to me?
i change often just to learn i must change again often
will i be assumed to change forever right after i am comfort fit in the new me?
i remember being told that to be fully aware and awake was to be constantly thrown out of the nest
so i guess nowhere is home

-Poeticca Lives